out a tan.

i haven't been to the beach yet, because its been raining.
and now that its sunny, i realized i need a another job.
something during the day.
so.
there goes optimal tanning time.
(from here on out being referred to as OTT)
it just sucks the way things turn out.
i don't understand economics, but i do understand that they are FMLing me hardcore.
basically, my pocket is pissed.
i'm trying to have faith.
i'm trying to focus on the "things will work out."

trying only makes me tired.