• I never EVER know what to wear to Crossfit
• and then I realize i'm still one of those girls that cares about what their sweat looks like
• oh yeah, it's sweat. meant to be gross. 
• no one even understands what it's like to do high-knees with big boobs.
• also, FU BURPEES
• Just looked through the wedding album twice. because maybe the first time i missed that one flattering picture of me i can make a profile pic.
• nope. doesn't exist. not a one.
• i miss Luch. like so much. wow.
• i'm gonna be 25 in 3 months. can you say party time?
• this is where i make a new resolution to be at my best health by 25.
• how did we circle back to Crossfit already?
• praying for snow in Chattanooga is like hoping you catch your roommate's flu.
• i think it's weird when girls call their dad their valentine but mine got me legit flowers. so.
• basically F U VALENTINES DAY.
• (i really should've just gotten to the point much more....quickly)

Today I am
sore.
the perfect combination of proud
and discouraged.
both excited and dreading
my next round in the box.
ready to get to the part where
I see progress.
Today I am
driving "home"
where I drove away from
exactly 2 years ago
and only looked back a couple times.
Today I am
seeing my sister
and my favorite brother in law
and my favorite dogs,
all of which feel like a missing limb
I get to have back for the weekend.
Today I am
questioning
all the junk my feelings have led me to
hoard.
questioning what to keep
and what to purge,
and how i'll ever know the difference.