• Its almost 2012. (thank God)
• Today I got the red chunk of hair I've wanted since last February.
• I've gone to Best Buy 3 times to get my Canon Rebel T2i, none of which ended with me walking out of the store with the camera.
• I'm gonna be a famous photographer.
• I really like the people I work with. I wish I could take them to Chatnooga with me.
• I'm moving to Chatnooga. SOON.
• People from Chattanooga really say it "Chatnooga".
• IT WAS ME. (this has to do with a really great story that i will tell anyone that asks)
• the more shopping I do, the more I just want to wear black, white, and grey the rest of my life.
• This will be the first year in my entire life that I have no clue what to expect. This scares me.
• I now have an Airline credit card. I am an idiot.
• Someday I'm gonna start a clothing line based on girls want to dress "appropriately slutty".
• I graduated 8 months ago. 
• Also, holy crap.
• I started watching American Horror Story. I'm starting to feel how I did when me and emily had a Nip/Tuck marathon.
• For the life of me, I don't know how to having a savings account.
• I'm really/only good at dressing other people. 
• I hate retail.
• I'm a real woman now because I wear red lipstick..
• Apparently 22 is the exact age you become cynical. 
• I have the greatest sister in the world! 

you know i'm in trouble when its the middle of the day
and i'm writing.
the thing is that today really sucks.
like yesterday did,
and the day before.
between:
horrible dreams
embarrassing grudges
growing distances
money that won't show
work i'd rather die on the way to
and the looming cloud that is my future
it's all a bit dark over here.
and i know that life's not fair
and that i am severely blessed.
i have nothing to complain about that i probably
can't fix myself
but really
i just need something.
anything.
that makes it come a little closer
if nothing else,
to making sense.