i am the type fromed of a generation
that couldn't care less
or more.
our apathy matches our passion
our rebellion matches our morality.
somewhere between remaining normal
and standing out,
average and unique:
a girl like me can only be an extreme.
Built with a sign next to my number that inevitably will read:
"nowhere near enough"
or
"way too much"--
that is how my substance is determined,
fating if i'm worth sacrificing a need for beauty.
not: funny, interesting, special enough.
too: heavy, average, much.
i'd like to think my personality outweighs
my weight itself
that what is inside me is more than enough
to carry my heft--
easier ever to believe the only that are second chanced
are those that ever got a first.