lately:
12:47 AM- missing people feels pointless. space is space. time is time. and you have to stop thinking about what's not there.
- mean people suck. they suck more than anything has ever sucked before.
- when things are bad, they're gonna get worse before they get better. every time. without exceptions.
- i spend a lot of time on things that will end up getting ruined:
- my hair.
- the BFG kitchen.
- my squeaky clean reputation.
- laundry.
- i put all my faith in the promise of progress: Rome wasn't built in one day.
- i enjoy the workweek more than the weekend.
- i center my day on how much closer i am to fitting into that tiny little dress hanging on my closet door.
- crocs. sneakers. rinse. repeat.
- i'm obsessed with my obsession/career/future.
- i'm not afraid. of anything.
- i turned my coworkers into friends.
- i watch 2 channels at a time.
- john the trainer doesn't hide his faith me. it's everything i lack.
- i discover a new way to eat grilled chicken everyday.
- argentina is in the horizon.
- summer is slipping away from me.
- i dream about nebraska, pre separation anxiety.
- everything reminds me of that one night last august.
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When I think of you now I am in the philly airport. I was really sad that day. I hope you keep updating this mug. You are missed in Nebraska.
ReplyDeleteHang in there!
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