Yesterday morning I stood in the shower. "I just need something to give me hope that the future is gonna be ok. something anything little so i can breathe a little easier today." God is funny. Because He knows good news is best appreciated when put next to the bad stuff. The worst hardest week of my life turned into a dream come...
or something very similar. ...
it hasn't quite hit me yet...but this helped. it hasn't quite hit me yet...but this helped. ...
It's not humility. It's honesty. The only sports I'm proud of my skill at involve me hitting a punching bag really really hard or running on a treadmill a really long time. I am not a basketballer. I hate doing things I'm bad at. But it was a great workout and my team didn't hate me too much afterwards. Go seniors! ...
before the world finds this and makes me hate it. ...
is relevant. and will never be the same. right now i know (as much as anyone could really say is a sure thing) a few things: i should only be allowed to argue through letters or carefully written scripts. because after the fact, every emotion i couldn't say comes back to haunt my sleep. and every reflex i yelled or thought or acted on...
i just realized i'm running out of weekends like the one that just passed.nothing else matters, really.i'm gonna get everything doneand have plenty of time left over to spend with the ones i love the most.it doesn't get easier,(or any less painful).but if you rip it off fast enough,what's left is permanent. i just realized i'm running out of weekends like the one that just...
Circle Scarf. It's from American Apparel. I spent too much money on it.And if i want to wear it everyday...I will. (I do)whilst not giving any flips. ...
