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rich played this song on the way to minnesota that one weekend. that one weekend before it was all over, before the messy goodbyes and complicated "laters." that long van ride felt like what the author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower would describe as feeling "infinite."  i remember thinking: this song is really great. someday (after May) this is gonna mean...

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one week:

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Sugar-free pity party cookies:

8: the number of times i cried today.                 (including but not limited to: john the trainer's gym,                  Fancy Q's sushi bar, facebook chat, etc.) 400: the number of dollars i will spend to see my friends in 2 weeks. 12: the number permanently tattooed on my palm.   ...

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unhealthy obessions:

1. Under Armor/Protecting this house/inspiration anywhere I can get it2. Red Velvet anything (i am a walking contradiction)3. all things Jersey--I consider the return of Jersey Shore a valid reason to take off work.4. all things housewives--especially those from Jersey. Sense the trend.5. David Cook--without any room for judgement.6. 2-a-days/calorie burn/the dress on my closet.8. Not failing.9. Sugar-free whipped cream. I will marry...

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make a move

i ain't got all night! ...

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lately:

missing people feels pointless. space is space. time is time. and you have to stop thinking about what's not there. mean people suck. they suck more than anything has ever sucked before. when things are bad, they're gonna get worse before they get better. every time. without exceptions. i spend a lot of time on things that will end up getting ruined:  my...

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Today's insanity was caused by this book.I don't want the last 20 pages to end, but honestly,I can't wait for it to be over. Today's insanity was caused by this book.I don't want the last 20 pages to end, but honestly,I can't wait for it to be over. ...

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Shoutout

No one

understands.getting creative with curves is hard.but:thanks to www.thecurveandtheline.comI have a new found inspiration todress how I look in my head.because I've never seen anyoneembrace their curse quite this way and i must sayI'm impressed. ...

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Happiness

is not an emotion. it is an act,a chosen path parallel to life itself.powerless to my reflexes,mine depends on very basic circumstantial sums: the number that shows up on the floor of the bathroom in the morningindicating my successes and failures in regards todiscipline.the number of meaningful interactions, whether personal or technologicalfurthering the theory that i will never be happyalone.the number of mundane, routine-fulfilling actions that must inevitably...

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Sabbaths will never be the same again. because these days, this is the extent of a photograph-worthy activity.and while I'm one hell of a napper,I'd rather never nap again if it meant having a reasonnot to. Sabbaths will never be the same again. because these days, this is the extent of a photograph-worthy activity.and while I'm one hell of a napper,I'd rather never nap again if...

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